something's bothering me...

sigh... there seems to be something tat is bothering me but i can't really explain wat it is... sometimes i feel i'm getting bored with my life... everyday the same old thing: go sch, teach, scold kids, get angry, feel bochap, mark books, prepare lesson, wkend, then repeat everything again...

tat is y i cherish every outing i have with my friends as it is something different, something out of my routine life... sometimes i really want to plan something special for him but it's hard to carry out as he is really busy...

so i feel really disappointed when activities tat r planned got to be cancelled due to unforseen circumstances... coz i hold on to them dearly as i really look forward to them, especially if it's with him... i think i really cherish him alot... times spent with him r precious n i have to admit tat everything he says affect me as they carry heavy weight...

i try my best to accomodate to his busy schedule coz i dun want him to feel stress out to find time to accompany me... i jus want him to be happy... he means tat much to me...

ok, i think the choya is making me tired... another sat has passed... i dun feel gd at all... time out...

feeling uneasy...

i'm feeling really really terrible... i'm really stressed from work n i have my driving test tmr... i've neva been so afraid for any test b4 for the past 23 yrs of my life... i really dunnoe wat to do to ease my stress now... i'm feeling so moody... =(((

new term resolutions...

ok, i always try very hard, but it's jus not easy to follow through, but i'm still gonna try...

1. sleep by 11pm everyday
2. read the news everyday
3. record spending everyday
4. apply body moisturiser everyday