Wednesday, June 11, 2008

rashes...

yesterday morning abt 4 plus in the morn i went to NUH coz my rashes were really itchy n i couldn't sleep at all... when i came home fr work at 10 plus at night, i had rashes n they're super itchy but aft bathing n applying the calamine lotion i felt better so i thought i'll be ok the nxt day but it turned out worse so had to go for a jab... the other time alwin had rashes also then aft jab he became better so i thought i muz really take the jab man...

there wasn't many pple in the hospital at tat time so i din have to wait very long for my turn... a female MO tended to me... she's a really nice lady... she could not pinpoint exactly y i get my rashes coz i myself wasn't sure... coz wat i ate the past few days were stuff tat i had eaten before... except walnut paste but i had eaten walnut b4... suspected was the diarrhoea medication tat i've been taking but it is highly not possible... well the most impt thing is tat she decides tat i'm gonna have the miracle jab!

went to this holding area for patients... waited a while b4 a nurse came to me n said she has to jab not my arm but my butt... she said it hurts a little tats y gonna jab at butt coz there r more muscles in the butt... then i was like... painful ah... oh no... i haven't taken jab for quite some time le... then she jus poke the needle in, surprisingly this was not very painful but it's aft she injects the liquid in tat was painful... but only for a few secs la... the jab was really powerful it stops the itch like almost immediately n the bumps went down aft a few mins... but the jab makes me sleepy... so the nurse brought me to the bed like those u saw in the pic below... i laid down n

cover myself with the blanket... i had to stay for observation till 8am... i think tat time was abt 6 plus...

i couldn't sleep as usual... n it was also quite noisy coz there r other patients beside me n nurses tending to them... then a nurse told me to get up coz she needs to measure my blood pressure... it was like 88/55... very low... she took the second time but still as low... so she told the MO to come... she took my BP for the 3rd time but it's still low... so she told the nurse to get me a cup of milo... i was very happy coz i'm quite hungry liao... n the milo tastes really gd!!! i've been deprived of food the past few days coz of my diarrhoea so all kinds of food seems great to me... haha... the MO took my BP awhile later aft i had my milo... the reading is abt 95/58... it's slightly better but still low... she said it's alright coz i have a low BP baseline to start with, she said i can be discharged n by this time all my rashes were gone! i mean really all gone ok... so happy... slept almost the whole day...

but today some of my rashes came back... took the medicine le... hope it'll be gone soon... =(

Sunday, June 8, 2008

thoughts...

jus watched sex n the city with my kor... it's a 2 n half hr show... but well it's worth it... quite nice n it made me tear... =.) it's abt love... 4 women n their love lives...

i came back... came online to see if he replied my email... but guess he's busy working... then i went to read some pass emails fr my ex bfs... they've always stayed in this folder called "stuff"... i always move the sweet emails to this folder... then u might ask... y didn't u delete them... well... if i ever delete them, there would be no more of their emails in my entire life... i would neva see their names in my inbox anymore... if i ever would, the pigs can fly n the sun would rise fr the west... haha... welll it's jus for memories sake... i can't bare to delete something tat was once dear to me... like i won't throw away stuff they gave me... coz it's for memories sake... at least today i did not tear while reading them... at least i manage to stop them fr rolling down my cheeks... heez... well... life goes on... but it's nice to think abt those times once in a while... =)

live to love, love to live... cheers to sex n the city!